My Own Goldberg Variations

Am I presumptive  
To plod through each variation 
No Glenn Gould,
No architecture of sound?


The gentle placement of the hands;
The variable shift that blurs
All distinction between 
Accompanying 
And singing. 


Each varied tempo 
Not so much chosen for comfort
As inherent.
Each sitting 
I play the repeats
Or not.


Warned from the taint of romance—
“This is not a Strauss song.”
But why
Must the variety of my song,
At this late juncture, 
Be idiomatic
At a concert for myself?


Earned by maturity,
Invariably 
My own Goldberg Variations.
At day’s end,
A reward,
An unassigned task
Varies towards completion.